petrichor.

-you are still my favorite yet most painful story to write- To the man I used to think of every second of the day. To the man who ever causing my trouble sleeping. To the man who once ever made my heart beat so fast and my stomach drops. To the man I once really care about. To the man who ever said would never let me go. To the man who ever colored my life. I’m not the kind of girl who easily falls in love, who easily trust with people, who easily comfortable with people. But you, once make me fell all of them. But, you know what, just like I said before.  I don't trust people easily. But I once really trust you, and I regret it. No. It isn’t your fault. It’s my fault, I shouldn’t trust you too much. I shouldn't love you so much. Because in the end, it hurts me so much.  Maybe, my feeling for you lasts about four, or almost five years? Such a long time, right? But, to my first love, you are my first lost too.  Now, I decide to myself that I’